Being a Mother

These two...they have blessed my life more that I could possible imagine!

Neither one of my pregnancies was as planned, but I am so glad that they both happened. I remember when I first found out I was pregnant with both of them I was terrified at first. With Ari I didn't think I was ready. We were living with room mates that the time and I had no idea how that would turn out. I had 2 dogs that kept me busy enough and I was still in school. 

Ari wasn't even a year old when I found out I was pregnant with Hunter. Honestly, I was really angry when I first found out. I was in denial as well. I didn't want another baby yet. Ari was still so young. The first few months after Hunter was as born were definitly challenging, but I look at the relationship Ari and Hunter have now and I would not change a thing. 

These two have changed and blessed my life beyond words. They have taught me so much and always inspire me to be better. 

I want the best for these two. I want them to grow up happy, independant and giving. I want them to see the best in those around them and look for  the positive in all situations. I want them to have fun and not take advantage of what they are given. I want them to look back on their childhood and think, "my mom tried really hard." And "I had a pretty good childhood." Most importantly I want them to know that they are loved, so very much!