Our relationship developed pretty quickly. We were together constantly and when we weren't together we were always talking or texting.
I got a lot of pressure from a lot of people that we were moving too fast. Although I didn't feel the same, it still weighed heavily on my mind.
I was over at a friends house and we were watching 'High School Musical 2'. The part when Troy and Gabriella break up came on and I ran to the bathroom in tears. I had to break up with Ryan.
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Other breakups have made me cry, but not like this. I think I cried almost nonstop until the next day. After other breakups I was sad, yet I knew I was doing the right thing. This was different. I felt so...unsettled, and I couldn't get the idea that I made the wrong decision out of my head.
My parents were out of town, so I had my best friend stay with me. The next day I still felt horrible and I was still an emotional wreck. Ryan texted me to ask if he could stop by to pick something up. I didn't want him to see me, but I said yes anyway.
I was reluctant to open the door when he got there, but I was able to compose myself enough to have a small conversation. I have no idea what we talked about, but somewhere in the middle I started crying again.
Of course he hugged me and I told him that I had made a mistake. I let other people pressure me, and I was wrong.
We decided to get back together. I still got questioned and pressured about our relationship, but our relationship got stronger and I knew we were meant to be together.
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